Mandy

开心地过每一天，一段已久的感情。不一定坚固。但是因为耍脾气而不肯迁就对方。那一定不会长久。 感情久了。不是不爱了。而是懒惰了。人变得懒惰去关心。懒惰去体贴。那并不是爱情变质。而是没尽责。



where should i start...

how should i start to telling you...
just trying to learn...
ignore everything...
don't care everything...

be positive thinking...
i keep telling myself...
doesn't matter...
just ignore the the feeling i had...
just focus on what i suppose to do...
just because i have no choice...
keep everything is not a fault...
just depends how i going to deal with this...

face to true...
smile more, life easier...
sorry for those friends i disturbed...
:)

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早安。。

在部落的世界了。。
到时有谁在关注我？
我不懂。。
同样的在我的生活里。。
有谁关注我？
我希望的。。
每一天一睡醒。。
能忘掉一切痛苦的回忆和感觉。。
开心地过每一天。。
坐在海边。。
让海风吹着。。
写下我当时想写的日记和感想。。
海风吹醒了我的头脑。。
让我明白到。。
一切都不能从来。。
因为人是会变的。。
我也不改想太多。。
但是一直提醒自己不要去想太多。。
我真的能不想吗？
寂寞与否。。
我还有理智去分辨。。
我害怕那熟悉的安全感。。
我害怕那熟悉的关心。。
我害怕那熟悉的温柔。。
因为我害怕失去。。
应该说。。
我在就失去了。。
我不敢进一步。。
也不想退一步。。
我能明白这一切。。
并告诉自己。。
这不属于我。。


告诉自己。。
痛苦也得过。。

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一年了。。

我找不到一个诉苦的朋友。。
有时候我问我自己。。
我还需要朋友吗？
身边的人都慢慢地改变了。。
为何我还留在原地呢？
我太过执着吗？
我开心吗？
原本的我到底是怎么样的？
我做过的。。
付出过的。。
不是为了希望别人看到。。
只希望你不要来贬值它的意义。。
还在意什么？
你想要比较些什么？
安安静静活下去不是更好吗？
我想要正常人的生活。。
累了。。我想要个怀抱。。
哭了。。我想要个肩膀。。
这都是我一直想要的。。
无论何时何刻。。

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好久没回来了。。

有点想念。。
我的term 5考试结束了。。
我的越南旅行结束了。。
我的假期也结束了。。
新的学期。。
再次努力吧。。
我必须相信我自己。。

在越南的旅行当中。。
我学会了一些东西。。
和朋友之间的感情也融洽了。。
班上同学也好了。。:)
这是值得开心的事啊。。
很遗憾的是。。
过了最后的学期。。
我就得离开了。。
想到这里。。
泪也想留下来。。
虽然我不是一开始就和你们一起奋斗的同学。。
但是毕竟从第二学期就和大家在一起了。。
时间久了。。
熟悉了。。
也了解了对方。。
真的很不舍得离开。。

我的假期也结束了。。
在这个假期里。。
我真的学会了很多东西。。
倘若不是这一次的放开。。
我也学不会那么多。。
我并不想再去执着写什么。。
我也明白到。。
东西如果是属于你的。。
它始终会回来。。
只是当它回来的时候。。
你已经不想要了。。
我想要一个。。
话不用我多说。。
能够了解我的人。。
这样大家在一起。。
才会舒服。。
感情的事我也不想再多说。。
不管别人怎么说我。。
但我知道我自己在做什么。。
但我知道。。
这一次过后。。
我整个人都变了。。
是好是坏。。
看人而定吧。。
我相信终会有人会明白我。。

新的学期。。
新的开始。。
也是新的一年。。
时间过得很快。。
我就要踏入社会工作了。。
对我来说又是另一个阶段的挑战。。:)

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today....

saturday again...
but i still have to rush for my task...
can not be lazy anymore...
anyway...
today have to finish it...
yesterday was a funny day...
explore around at Setapak...
playing around...
this is a relax day for me...
its help me a lot...
i feel happy...:)
and relax...
i know after this i have no time to relax anymore...
final exam coming soon...
should be serious...
in the other hand...
can we just be friend?
just do not step forward...
that's it for me...
this is enough...
i'm happy because u treat me like this...
but it should not be happened...
i happy with it...
but not represent i accept this...
please behavior...
do not do something are u should not do...
u should know where is your baseline...
and i know mine...
this enough...
don't play around me anymore...
i know what you are acting actually...


*just take out my emotional*

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again...

i won't let emotion killing me...
cheer up...
and continue my journey...
try to keep telling myself...
everything will be fine...
let the TIME settle for you...
nothing is impossible...
this is what i trust...
my journey...
make it colorful...
i have to enjoy it...
try my best to do everything...
use my time...
to do anything i like...
thanks for my friends to caring me...
thanks for my friends to date me out...
thanks for what you all told me...
but i just want to say...
i got my own way to solve it...
i know what i suppose to do...
what i should do...
and what i shouldn't do...
and my lovely family...
they are playing around me every single time...
and they know what is happening actually...
without i telling any single word...
i spending whole day for my family...
unfortunately i only have 1 day time...
thanks for everyone who caring me...
and sharing opinion with me...
i will cheer up...
and look at the way i would like to go...

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Had been so long....

I did not update my blog...
Had been so long...
I did not blogging in english...
i was think that...
is time to find the way to improve my language...
I AM SO STRESS
do not ask me stress for what?
i do not know...
just feel stress...
and do not know where to start my assignment...
this is too many for me?
i do not think so...
but why i feel stress?
come on....
think that "I CAN DO IT"...
just start with whatever i have...
just start with whatever i know...
i know i should learn from under the stress...
there is no choice for me...
and no time for me to enjoy...
work hard girl...!!
please enjoy your study life...
besides,
i got home sick....
OMG...
this is first time...
my lovely mom and my brother...
miss you all so much...
especially my dearest daddy...
he is in Vietnam alone...
without any family member...
i'm sure he got serious home sick too....
daddy...
i love you...
so lucky we still can keep contact with each other...
VIDEO CALL...
can see my dear daddy face...
i miss it so much...
feel want to touch...
but he is in far far away from me...
TAKE CARE my daddy...
i release that you had been cough for 1 month...
just recover...
i cry this evening just because i miss you so much...
look at your face...
getting slim and slim...

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